Your suicide was a total surprise
April 13, 2012
Your suicide was a total surprise. To the pizza. Delivery boy. To your psychiatrist. Who kept jumping up and down in his. Easy chair. But you survived. Like your mother. And your aunt before her. And I loved that appetite. You had for life. Especially the way you ate me. Out. And then you met another. Who made your toes curl. And you told me all the details. About how he was hung. Out with his friends and not you. And I felt like going out and buying a gun. And shoving the barrel. In my mouth.